Hi, It's me again!

It has been over a year since my last blog. Teri and Jana have inspired me to try again. They are both really good writers. I am not. But I wish I was. I want to write a children's book. I haven't decided on a subject yet. I keep going back to something about adoption.
I was adopted by my step father and it was like I was always his child. When I think of my dad and my sisters it never really dawns on me that they are "step". My sister Martha is just, well, my sister.
I do think about my bio dad sometimes. I looked him up online and he lives in Gatesville. I have a brother, Russell, that lives in Houston. I don't have much family so it would be nice to at least meet them. But I am afraid and feel guilty. I am afraid of being rejected by them. And I feel guilty for wanting to meet them because of my dad. He loved me and treated me like I was his, and I don't want anyone to think that I don't love him or appreciate what he did for me.
So this blog turned into something different than I thought. But, I guess that's what a blog is all about. Just running off and letting whatever comes out come out.
Callie and I are off to bed. Night Night, Sleep Tight, Don't let the bedbugs bite!